All right, well things are not all right, but I have not written here for a while and miss talking to you. The wind is howling just like in my last posting and even the horses are in today.
I am in the midst of a Cockeyed Karma, my own and those all around me and I wonder if the wind has anything to do with it. Throwing us all off kilter, so we have to bobble around until it stops blowing. The mood among my friends is all askew, as well. I am sensitive to these shifts and fret to right them. Maybe because I'm a Virgo, I need everything in it's place and all honky dory. The wind is so vocal today, I keep looking out to see if it is a huge truck pulling up to the house. Randy, our fellow blogger once called us a bunch of "granola eating" fellow bloggers, he would laugh as I sit here, between thoughts, munching on fresh soy beans, ritually pulling each from it's pod, popping one into my mouth and one into a dog's. Oh, they are tasty, but it's my new heart healthy diet after the new year. I would rather be munching chips or something naughty.
With moods askew all around me, I tend towards the less mussed among them and they to me, as well. Well, I guess these are the dark days of winter, I have never heard of the dark days of spring, though there are technically a lot of those, but instead "dark" is implying our moods. We all have our techniques to get through, working and music help me to muster through, oh, plus, the minute I spot some sunshine, I dash outside with a reflector. Remember those reflectors we used to hold under our chins in the hope to be a little tan? I can remember standing in my living room window in my teens, in the hope of dashing away my winter pallor. How silly! Some friends become recluse and stop all forms of communication, not me, my lips need to flap to get things off my chest; Some friends ignore it and act like nothing is different; Some embrace winter...God Bless them;
Some go skiing, go figure; Some drink heavily and others pray for them.
Well, I guess I will muddle through stepping over a few carcasses and praying those close get through the dark days and overcome this Cockeyed Karma. This Virgo hopes the sun shines down on you all to make things all "nicey nicey" again.
Miss ya and sending good thoughts your way.
n.
p.s. I wish I lived in Florida.
I call friends to ride with me, and we drink cokes and play a game of wii afterwards. I love winter! My niece in Indiana usually gathers her brood and shows up about now. She goes out on the patio and just soaks up sun... says she has to get ready to return to winter. The kids run up and down the road, gather rocks in the wash, and climb up the rocky outcroppings. The dogs love having them here, and when everyone leaves, we all go into a mini-depression for a few days. I wish i could send you a few of my warm sunny days.
I do remember my childhood in the Midwest, and the gray winter days. I lived in Istanbul, Turkey a few years ago for a year, and the winter was rainy and polluted. I missed the desert terribly. I didn't see stars the whole time I was there! Maybe one day you'll find yourself coming to Arizona and we can ride together.
Sunshine
I like Florida too, but to me it smells kind of funny.
n.
Today, the wind has subsided but it is chilly. We just boarded my daughter's horse nearby and she is enjoying riding in an indoor. It is so expensive now! Did you ride in Turkey? We used to go for jungle hacks behind the Singapore Polo Club and I was always scared a monkey would spook our horses and I'd be a gonner. I have never been to Arizona and would love to visit someday, and it would be fun to ride with you my friend.
n.
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I got locked out of the stream for abuot 4 days I was going stir crazy! You think I'd find something to do besides blogging?
love ya.
And, how did your sweetie go away without his Bella? Bet, he didn't have as much fun as he could have.
luv ya,
n.
as far as blogstream, it sucked being locked out or something. I don't know why, I couldn't even get the blogstream website to come up, much less log in! It was crazy. I tried everything including contacting and driving everybody else nuts!!!! At first we thought it was my cable company, which apparently it wasn't; they blamed it on Norton updates or live updates or something to that effect; Norton online services actually logged into my computer to see if there was an issue, which their wasn't. In the meantime I contacted Pioneer on this site, who tells me there was no reason on THEIR end I should not be able to access Blogstream at all?? so it is all still a mystery ... LOL .. anyway there's no place like home! I did feel like Dorothy ...stuck in a castle far away from everybody I loved ... lost in cyberspace!
well may your life be better today...
luv ya,
n.
Not a good day for the beach.
WOOT!
*goes off to hug a tree before ordering a pizza*
your own granola loving,
n.